First of all,
I should ask you not to ever feel the stress of cliché norms while
interacting with me. However difficult, I have a life devoted to stand
exactly as myself -- as a silent rebel against the pressures of the
collective consciousness that limits one's individual or interactive
potential and shapes all into a mass of uniformity... Believe me, I am
interested in the common essence that unites us all, never with forms and
shapes... and at the core level, we are all so close that differences that
separate us now dissolve into obscurity...
Sweetheart,
one thing you shouldn't forget is that somebody else's path or journey never
exactly coincides with yours. Knowledge you accumulate through interaction
with other people can only serve to help you find your own unique
path. As you live within a frame of awareness, you will get to realize your
own life plan and will attract experiences along that line.
You should be
particularly aware of painful experiences, as they each carry a special
"message" to you -- a message which signals that there is
something about your own-self you haven't conquered yet... and, sadly, you
find yourself dwelling in situations with an increasing accent of pain
each time, until you succeed in that particular "lesson"...
I believe
that one's path and journey become clear as he takes part in his life to the
full, not by trying to resolve things in his mind based on what he reads or
hears. I agree that it is essential to form and feed our chain of
thoughts in order to adjust to physical circumstances, but, to me, the path
of our spiritual development is through our feelings... So, please choose to
live sensing all there is around you, but try to feel within your very
cells. This is the miracle all teachings try to inspire upon us. They all
use different words to describe one plain truth, but as you embrace life
with more and more love, you are actually living that truth wordless?? and
silently, anyway...
My only
suggestion to you at this point is this: Please don't force changes in your
life in a hurry -- as much as possible, try to join in the natural course of
events. When the "right" time comes, what you have to let go will
leave your life anyway. If you try to change yourself in a major sense when
you are not ready, instead of establishing your inner balances, you will be
causing serious turmoils, please don't...